Scene 4
P1 starts to be independent from P. Its expressions and intentions starts being contrasting and its movements start having influence on P, rather than being its mirror again.
P2: focus on hands and lower part of the face. Reproduction of typical, unconscious, small actions (es.: routine movements of the fingers, plating with hair or clothes, etc..)
P3: lower part of the body, actions coherent with P2
I got a repulsing anxiety, yet I’m playing the most fervid mind games worthy of an absinthe-addict’s mind. That leads me to plan a possibly definitive break out, to avoid an admission to hospital for post-failure depression. The same, a year ago. ESPECIALLY THE DEPENDENT ONES.
Scene 5
The dichotomy P : ACTION vs. P1 : CONTRASTING ACTION is now clear. P is prevented from moving freely by P1’s intentions. The double that has formerly acted simultaneously does not exist anymore. One overcomes the other.
P2 – P3: those isolated parts of the body are now acting franticly and redundantly. Repetition of the same sequence of actions over again.
I don’t give a fuck about going out, I’d just like to sling myself into bed fucking my brain out with crosswords until falling asleep victim of a self-esteem collapse due to my ignorance
vs.
instead I will go out tonight, Reluctantly. Smoking one hundred cigarettes and hoping to get back home as soon as possible. The same, a year ago.
The last scene is under construction. I know the world is looking forwart to seeing it. Me too. It's gonna come soon, don't worry.
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